Entry #1

(heads-up: I wrote this some days ago, so don’t get confused with the tenses and dates and stuff.)

Okay so, I’m really frustrated right now and I decided to write and I really just want to lie down on my bed, but it’s very untidy. Why?

Well, classes start tomorrow 8th, and for some reason that I still don’t get, my accommodation opened this evening, the 7th evening, not morning, not afternoon, no, EVENING. And I was staying at a friend’s place, so I had to carry my luggage all the way from her house in the rain, and to protect myself from the rain, I put on my winter jacket with a hood (did I mention it’s freezing cold too?)

So I get to my accommodation sometime past 8 pm and before I arrive, I tell myself that I’ll rearrange things and put things together. Before I had left for Christmas, I had cleaned my room because I anticipated this last minute re-arrangements. But, because it’s the new year, I was thinking about moving things around a bit, try out something new for the year.

So I get back, and everything is looking clean and nice except my wardrobe— I’m not even getting into that. I start trying out new ways to put my bed and desk (the room is pretty small), but nothing really works. So basically, I’ve moved things around enough that I feel a bit stressed and tired, but still willful enough to want to put everything together. Of course, I’m playing music because I need a distraction.

So I put everything back to its original position, and I start unpacking. I decide why not go get dinner. In my accommodation, there’s a fixed time for dinner at 9 pm. I go to get dinner, only to realize that it was required that I sign up the day before in order to have dinner, and so I can’t have dinner. Normally, I wouldn’t be annoyed, honestly, I would be more understanding, but the only thing I’d eaten today were pieces of some weird-tasting barbecued chicken that I got from Mercadona. And to make matters worse, apparently, my body just needed to realize that it hadn’t had anything to eat, for it to start shutting down.

Now I have a massive headache, I’m hungry, my room is still a mess and I can’t muster up the energy to clean it up, and I have a class tomorrow morning.

I hate being untidy because it frustrates me, so this is really pissing me off, and I don’t have a snack and so I’m just hungry and tired and cold since I’d been in the rain and the heaters aren’t on yet. *sighs*

Right now, I just want to throw everything on top of the bed, to the floor, and sleep since I barely slept last night.

Okay, that’s it. I just needed a mini rant session.

Goodnight.

~Christabel

NB: I think I’ll sleep, then after classes tomorrow, I’ll clean up my room, and about the food? Well, I guess I’ll drink water and suck it up.

—EDIT—

I was going through my drafts and saw this, which made me laugh. I don’t know why I didn’t post it then, but I’ll post it now. Update on the next day, though, I was late to class, and I got a 0 in my attendance sheet for the first time. I don’t know why I got a 0 (just found out recently, crazy, I know). The attendance for each day is 100, and if you come late, you’re supposed to get a 75, so I’ll ask her about it. I can’t remember much about that day, but after classes, I did clean my room, and I put everything together, and I loved how organized it looked, and I signed up for dinner as well (not sleeping on an empty stomach again).

That’s it, Adios.